Probably at this stage of life, we would like to find a partner where we actually see a future together. Or honestly we’ll be wasting our time.
I don’t know what is it you mean by what you did. I’m guessing it was just that you needed someone to talk to. (No idea how many times I let myself be put into this situation) But it’s fucked up that you had to go through this. You wouldn’t know how much it hurts me to hear all that you’ve been through.
I know I still have feelings for you but at the same time, I got too many personal things I have to work on. I’m not confident of myself, I’m neither talented or interesting, don’t have a plan for the future, university is a big question mark, savings is a joke..the list goes on. And… I know you deserve better.
So I’m not going to try, even if I will end up regretting in the future. Though I hope you know that no matter what, I’ll always be there for you.